I Lie For Only You. And I Lie Well. Halleluh

Oh Look At Me. I'm Covered In PuNk!

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 12:21:10 GMT

This week has been quite interesting...

Wednesday, i met up with Becky first to go get her Holiday Plan vinyl in Kingston as she left it there...grrr Becky, make me get up so early. We get there, we have to get a bus as train tickets are too expensive as it's peak time, the shop's closed so we have to go back to Wimbledon and meet with Nick and Becky's friend. By the Way, if you didn't know, we were going up to the Holiday Plan gig at a record store in Soho. It was good, played a 5 song set which included Stories and Wasting Time. Got my EP signed and then managed to get Portobella and Foolproof's singles which are both reallllly good.

Thursday, Nick comes over at about 3pm and we just mucked about round here, played some Burnout 2 on my ps2 and then we went up to Islington Academy to see Sugarcult because The Fight and Foolproof were supporting. We get there to find out both aren't. Great. Still Sugarcult put a great show on and Division of Norma Jean weren't half bad either.

Friday, i met up with shaun and he said we should go into kingston to meet henri, kathy, and anastacia. So we do. We then go back to the Kathy's house and muck around there for abit. Laura comes over. I've met her once before but not many times. We then go back to Southfields and play football with me, shaun, ezaz, kathy and Laura. Fun.

Saturday, me, shaun, henri, sean, john, kathy, anastacia, laura, and Naomi (Laura's sister) go to the funfair. Very fun stuff. We then go to Hampton for Claire's little gathering and have fun there. I seemed quite rude though because i was really quiet because i had so much stuff on my mind but Claire knew it and she told me to talk to her which i did and it helped.

Sunday, Met up with Max and Henri and we went to go see the Chili Peppers. Chicks on speed are crap. Really crap, they got bottled off. James Brown rocked. Full Stop. Chili's put on such a amazing show, it was so much better than the London Arena gig last year. Henri and I managed to get this guy to give us some of his Pimm's as he was drunk and we started doing the Prince Charming dance...then the guy was so drunk he pissed on the floor and then was sick which left a huge circle around him...

Anywho,

You Get me so Down, Down, Down

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 20:39:43 GMT

First of all: Big up to Lucy, my emo bredhin...for this recent comment in her LJ:

5)This boy is a dude and a half and one of the only people that fully appreciates my emoness. He's lost a lot of weight recently and is now incredibly skinny which is really scary. Please start eating again!!

I do eat though my dear!!! Anyhow, i have become really weird today, i started to write a movie script. I'm now 8 pages into the bloody thing...but it's turning out to be a good romantic story, one person has already said it has great potential...

Tomorrow, i have English, easy, then R.E on friday, easy.

This weekend: Nothing :(

Your Lipstick, His Collar, Don't Bother Angel

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 15:44:29 GMT

I can kiss goodbye to taking Psychology for A-level, i mean that maths GCSE was sooooo fucking hard. I asked about 20-30 people what they thought, exactly the same answer, God, if your reading this, please get me that B i need!!! The exams have all been ok really, Maths has been the only one so far that is actually been hard. Last Weekend, hmm went to Lucy's little gathering, was fun, but i mean her house, her mansion more like was huuuuuuge. It's a good place for a PARTY LUCY!!! Shame we were kicked out so early due to her parents coming back but lucky as well as we just caught the last train to which, on the way back, Shaun got in a fight with a student...and then we were chased off by security into wimbledon and escaped. Then we were told there was a house party in Cheam, so off on the 93 we went and guess what, it had finished!! Then we got lost and decided to go through the park to get back to the main road, i suggested we shouldn't seeing that it was cheam and guess what, as soon as we turn on the path, we are spotted by about 8 rudeboys on bikes and Voosh, we ran like hell and didn't stop.

Got back home at like 2.30am and did nothing on Sunday. Fun.

Monday was the science exams, easy, but still a little tough here and there.

And today, Maths. Great

Run Thomas Run!!!

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 13:56:23 GMT

I'm happy, i did 3.5 miles in 28 minutes and didn't stop once, well only walking up the stairs to get to the first bridge...and i had no other choice and they were jammed pack with other runners. Clive came first with 23 minutes then moi with 28 minutes then rory with 35 minutes. It was really fun though, i beat like 3/4 of the adults who took part! ahhh i'm so cool.

And the half term is coming to a close :( and we will be back to the exams, anyway, i gotta cut this post short as Rob wants to play me at Red Alert 2.

I Always hated Monks

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 13:53:24 GMT

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Mess With Me, I'll Kill Ya

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 10:37:41 GMT

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An Elvis man, you like you women dangerous and your steaks bloody. You often get wrapped up in landscapes and fail to realize the danger you put yourself into. Don't get cocky, and don't get caught. It might be good to lay off the drugs every once in a while. Just a suggestion.

Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz.

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Would I, Choose Water Over Wine?

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 23:05:27 GMT

Let me start:

Friday, Less Than Jake with Yellowcard. Brilliant, saw Maddy again, twas nice. Recorded some of the songs. Had fun. Got a lift back with Henri and then to sleep i went.

Saturday, nothing much happened really, just revision and guess what, hey! more revision, bet you didn't see that one coming did ya?!

Sunday, More revision but Claire's house party in the evening....met up with Shaun who was partially drunk and then with Sean and James and off we went to the house party. Met cool people, and i actually managed to get completely pissed! I got "in there" with some girl but can't really see that sparking off anything...

Monday, was supposed to do revision, but when i went into Wimbledon to get Incubus' album, i suggested becky and i met and so we did, which ended up meeting shaun which ended up going back to Claire's house and ended up us lot going to the Hippy Festival in Canbury Park...

Sunday, revision, then to Max's to go see Incubus. I reckon it was good, because they went for a more mellow chilled out mood which i really got into...max didn't though, all the way home he was like "why didn't they play this" "why didn't they play that" jeesh man, they can't play every song you want them to....

Alot of girls where there....alot.

Meh, i shuck, yes sHuck i dunno i feel that's the way to say it...i mean you try looking for a relationship but it doesn't come. There seemed like so many cool girls there tonight who i thought man why can't i have the guts to go up and talk to them? Meh, i'm always too shy to go up to a girl and be like "hey, blah blah blah" and all that cause i think they are just gonna be like "errrrr......no"

But hey, who knows....:(

Could this be true?!

Sat, 22 May 2004 20:36:25 GMT

Of Starvation eh? Hah, shows it'll probably be from trying to lose weight....

I am a Brand New Hero

Sat, 22 May 2004 20:33:24 GMT

Plus

Fri, 21 May 2004 23:11:39 GMT

Oh, i forgot to say, Sam is joining Julian and I for the run, and we are currently going under the team name of:

TEAM SHIBBY!

Hurrah!

Love Will Tear Us Apart Baby

Fri, 21 May 2004 23:07:44 GMT

Quite a boring week this so called study leave has been really, been revising all week as probably realised by many but a few minor events here and there. I was talking to my ex and we were doing random questions and such and i asked her what her biggest regret was and she replied: "Well, erm probably not asking you out at Reel Big Fish" i was just stunned, i didn't say anything apart from wow.

Anyhow, Julian and i went to see Johnny Panic today, well, we saw them sound check and left because they were taking too long. On the way back, i see a little poster advertising a charity run and so i go on the website back home and propose to Julian that we enter as it'll be fun. So what do i do, enter myself and Julian saying we are 18, (unlikely they will check, as there will be about 600 people on the day) to run this thing, it's called the "Square Mile Run" so i was like yeah, i can easily take on a mile but i discover that it is infact:

3.5 MILES

EEeeeekk. I better step up my jogging sessions i do each day then. 3.5 miles? i mean i could probably do that as it is around southbank and i like that area and it probably won't seem as long to do.

Hmm, here's my calender for the next months:

24th May: First GCSE exam
28th May: Half term/Less Than Jake @ Brixton Academy
May 30th: Claire's house party
June 1st: Incubus @ Hammersmith Apollo
June 3rd: 3.5 Mile run in London
June 19th: RHCP @ Hyde Park
June 23rd: Last GCSE Fucking exam

There She Goes....There She Goes Again

Tue, 18 May 2004 19:06:05 GMT

Hope all of you enjoyed that quiz i put in my journal, a chance to get to know abit about me. Anywho, here i am sat at my desk, in my room, in my house. Had an ok day, just been pressured to revise and revise due to these goddamn exams creeping up and attacking on monday. Argh.

Did Community Service today, you see, now that is fun, we just spent most of it outside in the garden and all the kids were trying to get the ball of robert and i, that probably made my day. Then i bumped into my brother at wimbledon station and he asked if i wanted to go to the common with him to play football with james and sam. So we did.

Well, nothing really emotional happening in my life, i'm not going to write another post going on about how much i need to get into a relationship, but i may be going backstage to the streets this weekend with maddy and so if we do that will be very very super duper as not only do i meet maddy again, i could be meeting good ol' mike skinner, what a lad.

A little quiz for your pleasure

Mon, 17 May 2004 13:33:04 GMT

Firsts:
First best friend: Stephen Carter
First car: Not old enough yet
First real kiss: Erm, some girl in devon...i can't remember, when i was about 13
First break-up: Maddy
First screen name: Jeesh, no clue, something about drums or blink 182
First funeral: Grandad
First pets: Cats, 4 to be exact
First piercing: soon to be lip
First credit card: Solo
First true love: Maddy
First musicians you remember hearing in your house: The Beatles...

lasts:
Last cigarette: about a month ago, twas my last
Last car ride: i walk to school now, so i haven't been in a car for abit..maybe 2 weeks?
Last kiss: in April
Last good cry: Ages upon ages ago, maybe my grandad's funeral?
Last library book checked out: Would of been a comic book to do some art with
Last movie seen: Troy
Last phone call: Max about tennis
Last time showered: We don't have a bathroom at the moment...
Last shoes worn: Adio
Last cd played: The Streets - A Grand Don't Come For Free
Last item bought: The Streets and Keane albums, jogging trousers
Last annoyance: Rudeboys
Last disappointment: Band practise not happening due to rory
Last time wanting to die: It wasn't wanting to die it was when i thought about what is the point of being put on this earth.
Last shirt worn: Famous Stars and Straps black 'F'
Last website visited: Before lj? eBay
Last word you said: To Mum: "Take that thing to be posted"
Last song you sang: The Streets - Fit But You Know it (I gotta learn it for Rob's girlfriends surprise birthday)
What is in your cd player?: The Streets in my hi-fi, a acoustic collection in my mini-disc.
What color socks are you wearing?: White.
What Color underwear are you wearing?: Grey
What's under your bed?: Bed sheets
What time did you wake up today?: 10am

Currents:
Current mood: Just Normal.
Current music: Keane - Somewhere only we know
Current hair: the just got out of bed look
Current clothes: Adidas jogging trousers, timberland t-shirt, grey boxers
Current annoyance(s): Nothing
Current desktop picture: a country house (this is my dad's computer)
Current book(s): None
Current color of toenails: Natural colour
Current time-wasting wish: Things to work out the way I want them too.
Current hate: GCSE exams

1. Black or white?: Black
2. Boxers or briefs: Boxers
3. Coke or Pepsi?: Diet Coke
4. Salt or pepper?: Pepper
5. Sweet or sour?: Sweet
6. Vanilla or chocolate?: Vanilla
7. Short or long?: Long (not grunge long, like near shoulder length)
8. Cheap or expensive?: depends on what, cheap for cds, expensive for something that is worth it
9. Firm or soft? Firm, relates to fruit, i like apples firm...
10. Hot or cold?: Depends. In Egypt, i liked to be in shade because it was too hot, when it's too cold at school i like to be hot.

My favorite...
1. Color is: Black, Blue
2. Song is: either: The Who-Baba O'Riley
3. Scent is: scent from a rose
4. Alcoholic beverage is: tequila shots, always fun
5. Food is: Chinese, mexican.

-5 things you are wearing right now:
+Underwear
+3/4 length trousers
+t-shirt
+socks
+

-5 things you did so far today:
+Got up
+Put clothes on
+went for my jog
+revised
+revised

-5 things you can hear right now
+keane's album
+Typing
+Msn
+work going on in the new bathroom
+that's it really

-5 things you do when your bored:
+Listen to music
+write on this thing
+talk on msn
+watch family guy
+look on eBay

-5 people that never fail to cheer you up:
+Becky
+Kaela
+Lydz
+Sean
+Katie

-5 things you can't live without
+Music
+Gigs
+Family Guy
+America (if you've been to the places i've been to, they stunned me)
+Computer

Ain't Love The Sweetest Thing

Sat, 15 May 2004 22:34:12 GMT

Heart bleeding post number deux.

Good news for some tonight then, Becky and Jonny are back together, well done. Bah what am i saying, i'm just gonna grow my teenage years lonely. Anyway, tomorrow, hmm what am i doing, going into wimbledon to get jogging trousers and to get the streets and keane's albums. Fun fun, then come back home to revise and jog, more fun.

What am i saying again, this post is just trying to hide up the fact i want to get into a relationship but it's something that will take time, time? time? i've spent nearly a year in time searching. Bleh, what did i do today? Nowt, revised but apart from that nowt.

This post is running dry, you all know what the true meaning of this post is trying to be. Sorry about being rude to you becky, kind of jealous how you got a nice little relationship going there! good luck with it!

I'll be Waiting on Your Street Corner For You...

Wed, 12 May 2004 20:08:16 GMT

Had Community service on tuesday, great fun, i'll be sad to leave that place, i'm gonna see if we can do it in 6th form which i hope we can. Anyway, i got a reference from them and that rocked, makes me look like God on earth :p Rob and i are going down there after our GCSEs to help out with both days of their summer play as we enjoy going there so much. What else is there....not much really happened at school today, just that the GCSEs are coming up quite quickly and blah blah blah from the teachers,

I can't exactly write a book with what has happened so i'm gonna leave it from there...

Au Revoir

Tom

We're Drifting Apart But I Want You To Know..

Mon, 10 May 2004 18:45:32 GMT

My day so far summed up in points for your reading points:

1. Went to School
2. Had my french oral exam
3. Found out my knuckle is infected
4. Had Jonny try and blame me for his problems with becky
5. Had some stupid person literally read my posts and laugh at them as if they were some sort of reading for their pleasure
6. Listened to Killswitch Engage's new song alot

More to point number five, some stupid person who i used to know read my livejournal post back when i was in a really really depressed mood, i may have wrote something which shouldn't of been said but they basically mocked at me because of it and probably will tell that person...great.

Answers on a postcard please...

Sun, 09 May 2004 14:43:57 GMT

01. Who are you and what's our relationship?
02. How and where did we meet?
03. What's my middle name?
04. How long have you known me?
05. How well do you think you know me?
06. When you first saw me what was your impression?
07. When is my birthday?
08. Colour eyes?
09. Have you ever had a crush on me?
10. What's one of my favorite things to do?
11. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
12. Would you consider me a friend?
13. Do you think i'm good looking?
14. How would you describe me to someone?
15. Have we kissed?
16. Would you ever date me?
17. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did.
18: What do you like most about me?
19: Have you ever seen me with my pants off?
20: If we could spend a day together what would we do?
21: Have we ever gotten in a fight?
22: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?

If anyone should answer this, just reply to the post....

There's Feeling inside...

Sun, 09 May 2004 14:43:04 GMT

I'm going to keep this short due to injury :(

Anyhow, friday, met up with becky, saw Van Helsing, super duper fun, shame we couldn't do anything afterwards seeing as everything was closed...on saturday, i went to the guitar exhibition with everyone, was fun, but then in the evening, my finger on my right hand really really started hurting, i got up this morning and guess what, it had swollen all over, all over quite abit. So i bandaged it all up to stop movement as it hurts everytime i do move it. Problem is, i have a drum lesson tomorrow...eek.

I also have those things called french orals as well, fuck, i know for a fact i'm just going to freeze when i get in there, i hate speaking french out loud, and especially as it's being recorded.

Enjoy the post above this by the way..you better answer it...grrrr

Oh oh, i also may be seeing KISS this summer, how fucking rad is that, they play Florida when we're staying there, that is so fucking awesome!

I'm Losing You....I'm Losing You

Tue, 04 May 2004 21:19:12 GMT

***Blank post***

Hah

What's The Price To Pay For Glory?

Mon, 03 May 2004 14:37:23 GMT

What is it with the people today?

I get told by Becky that Jonny has been pissing her around again. That make's this about 4 times now he's done this to my friend and he really pisses me off. The fact to make things worse is that he tried to get Becky to hate me by saying to her i said to him "Becky's been telling me stuff about you" when i didn't. Then i get told by Katie that:

"o well its nun of my business, but jonny told me that becky pulls other guys and shees told him that"

Hm, Jonny has now gone to Katie for sympathy when he cannot even hold up his own relationship? Who has he done this with? Rob, Max, Nick, and now Katie. Well done Jonny, you are the little backstabber aren't you...Oh, wait, i know who your trying to be! Your trying to be like your little lover Max!! Oh Jonny, you nearly fooled me.

Jonny = a mix of: Nick, Rory, Max, Tom Delonge, well everyone who he knows. He isn't a person, he's a clone.

Stop Crying Your Heart Out

Sun, 02 May 2004 13:20:02 GMT

Stolen from at least 3 people...

1. studded belt - 2 points: 2
2. dyed black hair - 2 points: 0
3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 0
4. tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 2
5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 2
6. clothing bought from a thrift store - 2 points each: 0
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 0
8. trucker hats - 2 points: 2
9. messenger bag - 3 points: 0
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 2
11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 2
12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points: 0
13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 5 (i have gloves with the fingers cut off)
14. scarf - 2 points: 2
15. refering to bands as acronym - 2 points: 0
16. vegan diet - 5 points: 0
17. vegitarian diet - for shame, no points: 0
18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 5
19. straight edge - 5 points: 0
20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 3
21. using adj from the late 80's/ early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: ace, dude, wicked, sweet, bummer (5)
22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: loads! 7
23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 0
24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 0
25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 0
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: 0
27. liking metalcore - 5 points:
28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 3
39. riding a bike - 5 points: 0
30. participating in "teh mosh" - 5 points: 5
31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 0
32. writing poetry - 5 points: 5
33. attended 50 shows or more in a year - 5
34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0
35. being in a band - 5 points: 5
36. working at an indy record store/health food store - 5 points: 0
37. clapping durring midpaced part of a song - 5 points : 5

=75

0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! i bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore

The Separation Narrowed Down To A Fine Line

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 13:48:41 GMT

Yo Howdy Doo!

How are you? I'm good, why am i talking to my livejournal? Anywho, i went to Gonzo on Snow on Saturday in Milton Keynes, i.e America 2 to Rory and I and finally met Kaela who is super! The Holiday Plan and Million rocked my socks. Anyhow, had such a great time with Kaela and she introduced me to all her mates who are all classic characters. On the way back to the station, i saw some rudeboys and thought they were gonna try something and guess what, they were like "oi Blud" so we stopped and said what and they said have you got anything for us but then we said no and offered them a free T&T drink as we had about 20 due to them being free all day at the gig. So then they were like oh, cheers blud and walked off...weird.

We missed the last train and had to get a coach to Watford to get a train from there. It was like Battle Royale on that coach, there was this asian dude who looked like Takeshi Kitano and he wore a grey tracksuit! Arghhh!

Anyhow i got back for like 1am and it was cool. But overall, Saturday was so brilliant, excellante!

Muchos Grazis or something like that..

Blue eyed boy meets a brown eyed girl..Woah oha The Sweetest Thing

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 21:10:33 GMT

Walked to school today like always, nothing special there. Had Music, Science, Maths, English and History. Nothing special there, i walked home, nothing special there.

I get home, to get told by Rory he's WON a ticket to Gonzo on Snow so now i have a spare to get rid of. Anyone?

Anyway, Becky said she dreamt of me which i found interesting....details of that shall stay between moi and becky! Then i get told by my mate Charlotte she dreamt of me and details get abit intimate, then i get told by Maddy she had a dream about me. What the hell is going on?! Three girls dreaming about me? Might as well dream myself as nothing will happen with any of them...

And You Give Yourself Away

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 20:16:25 GMT

It was weird, i listened to Baba O'Riley 4 times on the way to school today. i love that song, it makes me feel really good about myself when i need some inspiration. Anyway, i'm coming home from walking from school and to my house when there are these two stoooopid rudegirls walking up my road, anyhow, i'm there listening to Yellowcard and of course the stupid reactions start to take place

Rudegirl 1# "Oh, look it's a grunger, ew"

Then rudegirl 2# trys to stick out her foot to trip me but i walk around her and say

Me#: Stupid Prick

And i carry on walking into my house, they i hear her trying to say

Rudegirl 2# "oh i know where you live, watch you get a brick in your window"

So i gave her the finger, i mean i know exactly what she looks like, and i mean even though she won't do shit, police will be on my side really...

It's only Teenage Wasteland.

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 22:21:33 GMT

Yo, sorry about before i was very happy, i still am infact. anyway let me explain in more detail.

I went to Kingston today with Rory and we went to some shop we always go in, anyway, i see a Nokia 7210 for £95 and i asked if i could trade in my phone for it and they said they'd give me £60 for it, probably more as i forgot to tell them i also have a camera with it. Anyway, so that's £35 for this brilliant phone.

Then we go see the Girl Next Door and i absolutly loved it to bits. I sound all gay and that but it touched me for some reason, i just found it quite sweet and very funny. I HAVE to get it as soon as it comes out on DVD and i'll probably see it another time or 2. The girl in it is toooo beautiful!

Then that finished, and Rory and i set off to the Peel to mainly see Send More Paramedics, they come on and blow the fuck away everyone including me mainly, the singer at the beginning came out from the crowd all zombie-ish with blood from his mouth and jumped on stage and they started. In a song called 'Zombified' the singer came into the pit and when he shouted 'Zombified' he gave me the mic and i screamed into it and i got to admit, by god i outdid myself! it was a pretty emo scream!!!

Rory and i decided that we're gonna get allllll this merchandise done for Lando and we're gonna record in my room using my mini-disc player and put it onto cd.

Anyway, if your reading this, I LURRRRRV YOU!!! :p I'm loving everyone tonight!

BECKY UPDATE YOUR GODDAMN JOURNAL YOU FOOLIO!!!!

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